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home. :D

gahd, i realized i haven't touched anything in here. yeah, i dropped by to greet my friend, but nothing new in here. so. before the break, before i lose the net, before i get really busy, imma blooooog!!! :) yaaaay!

what have i been up to lately?

- gazillion papers, projects and tests
PSYCHTESTING - we get scared everytime our prof opens her mouth because she begins to give us paper after paper, and homework after homework. last monday we took a test, STAR36, and we thought we were done, then she started telling us to make two reflection papers about it. "oh i think the test was amazing." that's all i could say. boo. and then our psych report is due next year, meaning we have to do it over the break. and then our group project which is to develop our own test, is also due next year. we have to come up with the items na. and then we have to go to this institution which uses psych tests and make a paper about it. SO. YEAH.
SOCIAL PSYCH - hated the test. 40 items identification. 20 point essay. stupid stupid.
INDUSTRIAL ORGANIZATION - oh i didn't understand the test. haha. even if i studied hard, i still wouldn't know what to say. hahahaha. but. hahahaha. i can do this. next test! hahahaha
HISTO- i love histo. long test next year, but chill. haha
PHILO - i loved our philo test! hahaha it was the first time i finished a whole chapter!! and i'm so proud of myself because i knew what i was saying in the test. this time, no bola. :)

my teachers decided to give it all before the break. which is okay so that i don't have to study over the break. except for histo though.

and then i have...
- NO SPEED LIMIT stuff
it's the funrun i'm heading for SPEED. so. there. everything's been a blur. just happening quickly. i did my first meeting... and i love my team. haha. i have to finish the paperwork.. marketing and stuff. i need sponsors! huhuhu

- NSTP
for the past 2 saturdays, i've been waking up early for this. but nevertheless, it has been fun. :) we're now handling grade5 kids which makes it funner! haha. compared to the grade1 kids we had last sem, they're definitely more discliplined. from 19 nstp students, we're down to 12. but that's okay. :) we're helping the kids produce a play for their recognition day. :)

- ISAW i could probably do papers, and finish my no speed limit stuff on my freetime, but no. i had to schedule these isaw dates with KAINGIN (gar, sob, shar, etc!) because it's worth it. UP ISAW is the best dirty isaw in the world! WOOOH


all the stuff i mentioned above has been eating my free time. the time during the day that i don't spend in the classroom.

of course, my evenings are blocked off. because i have...
UNANG BABOY SA LANGIT rehearsals. (i don't have pics!BOO)
rehearsals have been fun for the past weeks. :) blockings, music rehearsals, dance rehearsals. :) i love the Babuyan Island scene with Butsiki, Butsukoy, Beki, and Batik. I'm Luwela btw. haha
and i love the song "Awit ng Paglilinis" hahaha. i love the choreography too. i get confused sa "itaguyod naa!!!! itaguyod naaaaaa!" we suddenly forget to step back or go forward. haha

once again, it's cruuuuuunch time for the UBSL people. if you take away the christmas break, we're two weeks away till our critic's night. there are till songs to learn (oh dear) and dances to finish. i hope people get to rehearse over the break. WE NEED TIME.

i'm sorry dearies if i cannot go to rehearsals. i just think that i've given what i can for the meantime, and i think now, this break goes to my real biological family. Thank you ENTA for being my family and for making me feel at home. :) i truly know where my heart belongs to. and it belongs to him. CHENGKE!!!! it belongs to entablado. to the stage. :)


after rehearsals, we go to the BEL FIELD for some simbang gabi food. hahaha. belfield food is love. there's a-shop and jescom stuff, balot, dulcenitas, fish and co., isaw, puto bumbong, bibingka, lechon baka, fruitas, inengs, monster burger, rice toppings, and a lot more!!! the mass ends at 930, so us, since we don't get to go to mass because of rehearsals, we rush to the bel field before the stampede of the mass-goers begins. :D (boo i don't have pictures too)

i ended my week in manila with the formations(a committee in enta) picnic. which wasn't really a formations picnic because everyone who didn't have class was there. hahaha. it was fun.

what is jumpshot. HAHA

it's been 2 days palang, and now i already miss enta. especially jose, riz, jika, bianca, ate virr, sir jet!!!! dianne, pao and a lot lot lot more. i probably got used to seeing these people everyday, and now i miss them!! booo. can't wait to see you guys on jan!!! WOOH!


i slept at 230 and woke up at 4 to catch my 9am flight. HAHAHAHA. i love naia3.
the departure area had gonuts donuts so i bought a box of 3 pastillas de leche, yum. and then they had jamaican patties. :) cheezy beef is love. and i loved the walkalator. HAHAHAHAHA

i hate waiting. in all aspects of my life, i hate waiting. i texted kaylle that, and she replied "be patient". hahaha. i'll probably write a blog on waiting when i have a realization, but for now, i hate waiting. hahaha. i spent forever in the airport watching people, foreigners waiting to tan their skins red to bora, or kids running around. tried to sleep but i couldn't. i wanted to sleep in the plane. my flight got delayed. my family was already in the iloilo airport when my plane was about to leave. as soon as i sat down, i dozed off. i didn't even feel the plane leaving. i didn't even feel the plane landing. hahaha. i was asleep the whole time.

i'm so glad to be back home. i didn't think i could last for 7 long months in manila. but the stay there was great. and coming home never felt as good as this. :) the house looked the same, even after the flood. haha. everything looked good. :) my room still in place, i miss the feeling of staying at home. :)

my tita promised to give me my own QUESO DE BOLA when i got back. and true enough, she handed me this during dinner. oh and look. after just 2 days, this is what's left.

just the wax.
don't leave cheese lying around just anywhere. the next thing you'll know, it's gone. :)

i spent my first day eating cheese and sleeping forever and ever. when i woke up for dinner, i was sneezing, my eyes were all red, my nose was stuffy. i was sick again. i drank iterax, it's an effective medicine for all sorts of allergies but it makes you terribly sleepy. when you're already asleep, you're going to have a hard time waking up. :) i drink it when i don't have classes the next day or i don't have to do anything important early the next day. i had to drink iterax that night because i'd rather be sleepy than sneezy. (cool i just thought of that rhyme. HAHA)

on the same evening was ENTA SYMPOSIUM... enta's christmas party. BOO i missed it. i missed this party:
but i didn't miss THIS PARTY:
you think you're the only ones who know how to partay. hahaha. i MISSED THE AC GIRLS! WOOOOH!!! pototan you're up next!!! december 28!!! text me if you want to come with us!:)


what i'm up to now:
- just preparing the house for christmas. my mom has been the queen of the house, so she's cleaning up everything. EVERYTHING. she's throwing away the old vases which have been superglued back together, cleaning all the figurines, changed the screens of the windows, changed the coves of the sofas, she even wants to renovate the CR. hahaha. so i'm (trying to) help her. HAHAHA.
- TITA ATI, TITO JAP, ALYSSA AND AVA ARE COMING!!
i miiiiiiiisssss them so much!!!!! HAHAHHAHAHHAAHA i'm sooo excited naaaaaa!!
- BEACH. i don't know when but i know i'm going to the beach with my family first, and then with my friends! WOOOH
- LA CARLOTA / BACOLOD woooooh! it's been years!!!! the BAGAs SURE KNOW HOW TO SPEND THE NEW YEAR!!!!! that's why we're going there! WOOOOHHH!!!!
- POTOTAAAAN!!!!! i'm just excited. CHRISTMAS is not complete without going to POTOTAN!!! WOOOH!!!!!
- FOODTRIP. nuf said.
- missing him. CHENGKE! kidding. hahahaha



i'm so sure i'm going to have a great Christmas.
I HOPE YOU HAVE A HAPPY CHRISTMAS TOO!!!! ENJOY!!!!!

my first week in recap!

it was a normal first week. felt like a normal day with lots of readings, homeworks and stuff to do.
however what made it more fun was that it was my birthweek, we transferred to the Rizal Mini Theater and we rehearsed everyday for two productions, XPRES and UNANG BABOY SA LANGIT. :)

Monday - November 10
















I turned 19! I wore a simple dress to school, went to all my classes from 930 a.m. till 7:30 in the evening, but good thing the teachers didn't really end their classes on time, since it was the first day. :) I met my history, philo, psych testing and io teacher that day... the only teacher i haven't met was my social psych teacher. :) (her classes being a TTH class only.:) I prepared a basket of candies for ENTA and left it in the Enta room. When i went back after my lab class, what was left was a handful. WOOH. haha. After my io class, i went straight to the Unang Baboy rehearsals. :)
When i went home, i celebrated with my roommies and called up Yellow Cab for pizza. :) see, nothing really special about my day. :)

Tuesday - November 11
Lei and i met up at Xavier to pay for our tuition... After that i waited for Gar till 10:30 because we were going to gateway to have our 1x1 id picture taken. :) and then we went to our psych testing lecture class, and then to our social psych class. our socpsy prof, Dr. Miren Intal was nice. She reminded me of Dr. Ramos during our perso class, soft-spoken, kind, and quizzes every start of the chapter (which is probably every meeting). :)

AFter classes, i went straight to the RMT to prepare for rehearsals. and look who i saw.

WELCOME BACK PAO!!!!! WE MISSED YOUUU!!! :)

we rehearsed on stage for St. Anthony, and then i rushed to the Unang Baboy rehearsals. :)

Wednesday - November 12
Argh. History. i cannot believe that he's asking us to pass an outline of our research paper on Monday. THAT EARLY? but. but. but. okay. after, we went to our philo and our prof was still talking about first sem and second sem topics. haha. because i'm a natural stalker (meaning, i don't intentionally stalk, the stalking just comes naturally. hAHA) i now know the names of my lover seatmates, Ralph and Galvin. HAHA will take a snapshot for you when i get the chance. HAHA

you see, Galvin and Ralph seem smart and kwatro kids and all that. But i don't see them taking notes, or even listening to our philo prof during class. hahaha. what do they do in class? well, it's either they're playing tictactoe, or studying their matrices for their math class. math majors i guess. they're so close (literally) they look like an item. :) aww. but ever since the start of the sem, i haven't seen Ralph, the one beside me. Gar was telling me to ask Galvin (wait, if you think i know them personally or acquainted with them, no. i just saw their names on the seat plan. HAHA) where Ralph was. for the first few minutes i didn't want to because Galvin might think i like Ralph. HAHAHAHAHAHA. and was looking for him because i missed him. HAHA I'M TORPE LIKE THAT. hahaha. but no. i'm not torpe. i asked Galvin just before the class ended. HAHAHAHA Ralph was still in class but sat somewhere else... oooohhh. LQ? hahahaha

After our Philo class, me, lei, gar, deni, oli and keshia went to Trinoma and had lunch at CPK! had pizza and pasta and stuff.
AND THEN. AND THEN. HUHUHUHU THEY SURPRISED ME WITH THIS!!!!!! HUUHUH.
THANK YOU FRIENDS. you don't know how much i loved it. WOOH!!

we went around trinoma, found these cute toys that moved and danced around. lei and deni went crazy over them. HAHA. we went back to ateneo around 4:30, i was running late for rehearsals. Ricky Abad was watching the runs. huhuhu. pressure. after, i went to the Unang Baboy rehearsals. :)

Thursday - November 13

It was a Riz, Timee, Portia, David, Omar, Mitzi DAY! We ordered Pizza for everyone. HAHA. And then a cake arrived at the RMT addressed to Riz, Portia, Timee, David and Omar! love SECRET ADMIRER. whoever you are, thank you. :) ang sarap ng chocolate caaake! :)

nothing really special that day, i was just wearing my carebear shirt. that's all. :)
oh oh oh, and.
freudian slips. :) :) :) :) define please. HAHA

Friday - November 14
NO CLASSES FOR ATENEO YO!!! WOOOH!!! It was Faculty Day!! But i attended the RE-KAP of Enta SocPol... left after lunch to interview winnie for our psych testing psychological report... and then went to rehearsals.



Now here's the funny thing. Because the other day at rehearsals, our director SIR kalil almonte shot us with a watergun everytime we made a mistake. But today, for every mistake we made, he would mark our faces with lipstick. HAHA.

St. Anthony, Pray For Us first few runs

AND BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING, MY ROLE ISN'T THAT EASY! IT'S A BIG MONOLOGUE AND I'M TALKING ALL BY MYSELF IN THE PLAY, AND I HAVE TO MOVE THE CRIB AROUND! so before you say that i'm not doing a good job, take note, the job is not even easy!!!!! hahahahaha

i went to the unang baboy rehearsals, but realized that i didn't have a part in the scenes, so i waited for jose and the other people to finish, had dinner at KENNY ROGERS with pao s., kalil, nicole, jose, kate, cam, omar and karl louie. hahaha. don't even ask what happened over dinner. HAHA it's OVER. haha


that's it. nothing special. just went to rehearsals and stuff. :)
it was a good first week. :)


watch XPRES!!!!!!
Nov20,21,22,27,28,29 7pm Nov 22 & 29 3pm!
my shows are on Nov20,21,27 and 29!
so please please please watch and support the newbies of ENTABLADO!!!!

whattaday!

i don't think i can take much more depression in my life, because:
1. it's unhealthy
2. it's expensive
3. it makes me think.
(4. oh and it hurts. you'll see why, later)

September 22, 2008. Today is probably the most unusual day i've ever had in my college life. Aside from the unexpected and "depressing" (but not anymore now) news, i think. i've seen the things that can happen to me when i feel this way.

After pouring out the negative feelings, i went back to the dorm to change into comfortable clothes, and went to the mvp basement to meet up with jika and gabby. dolly went with us too. we went to eastwood ("EASE"wood) just to eat ice cream. just because we needed the "comfort" from this comfort food, badly. that trip away from the "real" world was just a fun ride. thank you jika, gabby and dolly. our short trip to "fantasy" world was the best. i couldn't think of a better way to spend it, than with you guys. :) kahit iniiwan na tayo ng taxi (pati ba naman taxi umaayaw sa atin? haha) mahal na mahal ko kayo. :)

i felt so much better after. i heart you all.
(special mention to jose antonio tanjuan, thank you)

so why is being depressed unhealthy.

1. IT IS UNHEALTHY.
we were only planning to splurge on ice cream. dairy queen. BUT NO. we ate lots of stuff.
- dairy queen.. brownie temptation without nuts, 16oz for me. always works.
- gabby's new york fries and lotsa dips...
- jika's green candy sourtapes..
all the unhealthy stuff we can think of. now, my stomach really really hurts, i don't know if my period is coming up after two months of being absent, or it's just because of everything bad i ate. well. i felt good after. so.

i guess it was okay.

2. IT IS EXPENSIVE. why.
- dairyqueen. wooh. spending p90 on a calorie-rich, sinfully fattening brownie temptation is just expensive. i promised i wouldn't spend over p500 this week. but no. i did. today.
- i have a new buddy. in my bed. for the past week, aside from Dora, Aleia and Teddy, someone arrived: Chip. Chip is condom's toy. He asked me if i could keep chip for the meantime, because his parents might think of things when he brings this huge thing home. so. every morning this is what i see.

but i have a new friend. he's not as big as chip, but he sure makes me happy. :) his name is "bebi" inside joke, but bebi is a character from the play i'm in. :)

- and because i was depressed. i shopped. i bought this dress, and when i put it on when i got home, i didn't like how it looked on me. so i'm planning to sell it. if interested, email me at mynameistimeeandiamneat@yahoo.com, it's P300 (L=31.5in, W=15.5in)


3. IT MAKES ME THINK.
well. do i have to explain this. i don't think i can talk about it openly in here, but i just want to say that everything that had just happened made me think if everything was worth it, if i was good enough, if i was waley, if i was doing anything to make my life better, i don't know. i have just thought of a lot of things today, it made my head hurt. really.

4. IT HURTS.
look what i got.


the last time i had my ears pierced was when i was in 2nd year highschool. i was forced to take it off because my school didn't permit extra piercings. and then. there. ask dolly how hard i held his hand. AHAHA

maybe. it was because. the pain i felt hurt more than how much ear-piercing hurt. (aw emo)







but i guess, i'm okay now. i just needed to understand everything. it'll take time to digest it really, but soon, i'll be fine. whew. *breathes deeply*

i can do this.

let's be attractive!

must attract good energy! :D